Monday, April 28, 2008
ADD OIL!
D:
mug mug mug mug mug! i must muggggg...!
wait!
I GIVE UP!
i cant!
grr.
"you have bewitched my body and soul.from this day on i never wanna be apart from you. i love you."
- mr darcy
Friday, April 25, 2008
"you have bewitched my body and soul.from this day on i never wanna be apart from you. i love you."
- mr darcy
Saturday, April 19, 2008
sian. feeling worse by the minute.
i seriously dont want to care anymore.
"you have bewitched my body and soul.from this day on i never wanna be apart from you. i love you."
- mr darcy
"nevermind"yes, i said nevermind, its okay.
but
deep inside, i minded so much.
how could i have said it so loud and sure?
however, what otherwise?
me telling you,
"eheh,youre hurting me like f**k."
or
"cant you not leave? and stay here with me?"
i think id scare you away
Lol.
and youd be thinking : what the hell is wrong with her? so what?
fine fine fine.
"you have bewitched my body and soul.from this day on i never wanna be apart from you. i love you."
- mr darcy
Sunday, April 13, 2008
" i miss you too."
the simplest things in the world to say, are the most difficult ones to be said.
it's hard to keep your balance when youre missing so many different people at once.
youd be lost.
waiting for someone or something , somehow....
i remember once i said i never wanted to be alone.
and that i will never wait for anyone.
in the end...
Everything reminds me of you, of us, when you're gone.
When you're gone I'm reminded of everything.
I'm left with thoughts of you, wishing I could be in your arms.
I long to be in your arms.
I'm left in lonlieness and emptyness.
I have to get away just to stop the aching.
My feet keep walking, my hands keep working.
It's my mind that never rests, you're always there.
I wonder how much more I can bear, then the answer becomes clear,
I'd withstand anything to be with you, because it's you who I love.
i lied to myself.
"you have bewitched my body and soul.from this day on i never wanna be apart from you. i love you."
- mr darcy
Friday, April 11, 2008
what changed?
you or me?
what we used to have is no longer there.
its not like i did not try. did you?
i can no longer remember when was the last time we had a good chat to each other.
valerie is going crazy thinking about you and you and you and you.
i really do miss you and you and you and you and you.
but there isnt anything i seem to be able to do.
what if i took one wrong step?
all we had would be gone.
scary scary scary!
"you have bewitched my body and soul.from this day on i never wanna be apart from you. i love you."
- mr darcy
Wednesday, April 9, 2008
gahh!
today i totally spaced out in class.
i have no idea why i felt so tired.
suddenly.
about everything.
so i just slept.
xD
i guess no matter how hard someone fakes they wont fit in.
i wanna sleeeeeeep.
and more.
"you have bewitched my body and soul.from this day on i never wanna be apart from you. i love you."
- mr darcy
i miss you already.
how retarded.
grr.
everytime i look at you im confused. not sure of my own feeling.
"you have bewitched my body and soul.from this day on i never wanna be apart from you. i love you."
- mr darcy
Tuesday, April 8, 2008
today's a RAINY RAINY DAY! :D
AND NO CCA.
yay.
hahahaha.
went home alone.
gahh.
something i dont really like to do but have been doing often recently.
Lol.
got drenched in the rain :D
double yay.
however, seems like after my two hours of sleep,
ive got a HEACACHE.
damn.
XD
BUT IM STILL HIGH.
crazy.
:D
Get closer now
Softly whisper in my ear
Please take me away from here
Away from all my tears
It's not too late
"you have bewitched my body and soul.from this day on i never wanna be apart from you. i love you."
- mr darcy
Monday, April 7, 2008
I LOVE YOU.
when i say i love you, i really do mean it.
no matter what it means.
i love you.
why would i force myself to say i love you to someone i dont even love?
but somehow i get the feeling people are treating it as nothing.
:/
"you have bewitched my body and soul.from this day on i never wanna be apart from you. i love you."
- mr darcy
Sunday, April 6, 2008
WOW!
oolala~
its been soooooo long since i last posted :/
heehee.
unable to pour out my feelings on post, i guess?
haha.
oh well.i needed time.
andddd...
after some of that oh-you-sort-it-all-out-but-until-then-you-can-stay-QUIET thing.
yay.
i sooooooo realised how dumb i had been.
:D
tadadadaaaaaa.
hmm.
life's been normal, i guess.
except that im
BOMBARDED
with testsssss....
ahh!
and remedials.
grr.
it makes me sooooo mad when i have to go home alone.
i need new earphoneeess....
D:
Maybe we're friends
Maybe we're more
Maybe it's just my imagination
But I see you stare just a little too long
And it makes me start to wonder
How you get the one you want to want to get next to you?
"you have bewitched my body and soul.from this day on i never wanna be apart from you. i love you."
- mr darcy
"nevermind"
V A L E R I E.
