Tuesday, October 14, 2008

The rubber ducky is me and the blood is my chaos. In all my pain and suffering all I can wear is a smile because then I die and the world cries. All I really wanted was for them to hold me when I get cold.......
roarr.hey people.just feeling really really really shitty lately.theyre like fog polluting my thoughts.that.really.sucks.thats kinda why im lagging even though it like after exams._|_sighh.not exactly a fight.
it all comes down to this cold war.
just needed time to think.
just pissed with him.i feel really really stupid being played around for being nice.what the fug.
its not that im unwilling to help him or anything like it,
im really trying my bestest.
just not to any avail.
fug.
im really pissed off.
cuz part of me misses him. ._.
then,
there are this two people in my life that i could pretty much do without.
im really glad the air has cleared and we can now finally see that neither of us need neither of you.
wonderful. fantastic. marvelous.
we didnt really want to face the problem.
but now, that incident has happened,
i dont need to pretend anymore.
how enlightening.
so,
fug you!
so stop your pretense, cuz i dont need them.
cut it out.
its gross.
time still passes with or without you.
my heart is missing.
bad bad bad week.
fug!
"you have bewitched my body and soul.from this day on i never wanna be apart from you. i love you."
- mr darcy
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
* i love sulphfur.*
i missed him like madness.
:D
hee.
Rahh! i wanna seeeeeee himmmmmmmmm...!
"you have bewitched my body and soul.from this day on i never wanna be apart from you. i love you."
- mr darcy